"Unwell" – Matchbox 20

All day, staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night, hearing voices telling me that I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on. Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

(Chorus)
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be... me

Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper and it makes me think
There must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking somehow I've lost my mind

(Chorus)

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah they're taking me away

(Chorus)

Yeah how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
I'm just a little unwell

From The "Oh Good God" Department

Did I really witness Mariah Carey doing a remake of "Bringing On The Heartbreak"? No, I mean for real!?!?

That on the heels of the Ataris' version of "Boys of Summer", which I still haven't fully recovered from.

Make it stoooopppp!

Miss Graceful

I started doing Pilates work outs yesterday.

Here's the thing... apparantly you're supposed to have some sort of sense of balance for this stuff!?!? All I can say is I'm glad that its a DVD work out done in the privacy of my own home and not in the presence of actual humans. Though my dog has taken to keeping a safe distance... Like upstairs or under the kitchen table -- Sometimes I swear I can hear her laughing at me!

The good news is it gets easier with each session... just as the screaming muscle pain sets in.

I receive a friendly reminder... "Beauty is Pain".

"I'd rather be missing you then wishing you were gone."
-- C. Shivers

I'd rather be on fire than see you smile!
(Saw this on a t-shirt and it made me smile.)